low

i'm a bit low this week. i'm this --> I I close to loosing my job. I'll find out tomorrow and if the answer is a bad one I pack up my stuff on Thursday next week. I wish I knew what freak down in HR left thing this bloody late and order porn online in their name to the company. I'd never do it, I'm to meek for that, but the thought is good. The worst thing is I've really done my best, done an excellent job, all the managers love me and want me to stay and are e-mailing back and forth trying to work out a way to keep me with the company. But no, laws and corporate bullshit rules have to be followed according to HR and if they can find someone at the company they just bought that has the same positon as me, that's it, I'm out despite what everyone says and wants.

Luckily unemploymency doesn't beckon, I've taken care of that bit. There will be a paycheck in the mail in September no matter what.